Not trying to diagnose myself, but could it be possibe I have Leukemia?

I've woken up on different occasions with 5-30 random bruises on my legs and I've been fatigued, exhausted, & weak every day for about a year now. Most importantly, I'm having trouble concentrating.

I'm 36 & I've had all of these symptoms for about a year now. More recently (about 6 months now) I've been dealing with SEVERE joint/bone pain, blurred vision, nausea, loss of appetite, & dizziness. Random, frequent fevers/sore throats. My lymph nodes are ALWAYS very swollen & painful. My doctor has been shrugging it off each visit. She finally ordered a CT scan that I got yesterday. I don't know what to think /: I've been feeling SO awful for a year now. I've had to drop out of school. I'm very anxious to know the results of the CT scan. Can anyone relate?